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Thursday, October 30, 2008

not working today

it took me a long time before i was logged into my own homepage.
i almost forgot the password, you see...
that's the problem for not blogging too often.


must be thinking how come am blogging at 2.48pm on a non-public holiday, where i'm supposed to be slogging my heart and brain juice out at work.

so it must be i'm feeling bored at work?
i'm lazing away at my desk?
or......
i skipped work?

nope, all of the above are wrong.
i'm such a good and hardworking intern =x
why would i laze my time away or skipped work. lol.

i tooked mc today.
am down with sore throat, flu and slight asthma.
terrible terrible and terrible.

but seriously speaking...
i think i fall in love with the job there or at least the 2 teams i am in now.

nice colleagues and bosses
with them feeding me with cakes, crackers, drinks almost every hour. (i'm super fat now)

excellent learning environment
i never know there's so many types of interest rate products available and are used for different purposes.
i'll be learning FX and Equity in months to come, since i will be moving from teams to teams within my department.

but i have my reservations about going over to equity.
given the present economy, all are rushing to hedge their position, thus the Equity team are having super high volumes now.
i've keep mixing up call and put options back in school alr. so how am i going to understand theirs, given their level of complexity. but i'll try though.

i want to conqure FX! haha.

most importantly...
from what i've observe so far, there's no office politics.

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bro is having o lvl now.
but why do i see him feeling so relax?
i don't remb feeling so nonchalant when i study for o's.
anyway, still hope he score well in his o's.
All the best bro.

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oh ya, daddy's back from China.
wonder what gift he bought for me.

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i'm feeling sleepy alr, must be the medicine taking effect on me.
okay, that's all for now.

Labels: sick

Tuesday, September 30, 2008

Dedicated to my sis

happy 18th brithday to my sis!
wish everything goes smoothly for you in whatever you do (:
so how does it feels to be 18? Great?

so sorry that i forgot your present.
been really busy with the internship.
with all the "financial crisis" that happened recently.

anyway, like finally we can go enroll for driving this sat.

Labels: happy 18th bday.

Sunday, September 14, 2008

randomly

this is one of the photos that i like the most :)

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time do pass very quickly before anyone took notice of it.
it just seems like yesterday that i had completed my o's.
it also just seems like yesterday that i were a freshies.

but actually 2 and a 1/2 year had passed.

waha! i can't wait for graduation!


during the first week of internship, i have my reserves.

now...


i simply like it there.

seriously, people at your working place can really make a huge difference.
most importantly no more answeing of calls.

but just when i like it there, the department that i am under is doing a re-shuffeling starting from tmr onwards.
my colleagues are all re-grouped under different avp.

as for me, i followed the same avp for the first 7 weeks (left 4 more weeks to go), rotated (for the next 7 weeks) under another avp and the last 7 weeks to another team.

bascially, i'm like learning everything and anything from everywhere.

which is a good experience of back office and good for my periodic and final report.
at least there's something to write.

sian...
after the re-shuffle, my colleague cannot accompany me home alr.
no one to talk to during the long mrt journey home =(


eeks. results will be releasing tmr.
shit. i have the feeling that i will do badly. how?


anyway, i always hate monday.
you know... monday blues.


frankly speaking, i don't know what's the purpose of this entry.
just updating for the sake of updating i guess.

okay. i'm going to sleep.
tmr morning will be another fierce mrt ride; yet again. yucks.

Labels: slpslp

Wednesday, August 27, 2008

真的放下了

i've been waiting till this day- the after exams day.

only 1 week of holiday for me to re-charge before attachment commence.
other than public holidays, no other holidays are applicable to me. sad.

i'm attached to raffles quay for attachment.
if anyone happened to pop by raffles quay, you can come find me for lunch or dinner =)

i can predict there will be a big hole burned in my pocket.
lunch is super expensive unless e long walk to lao pau set.
why is my lunch area getting more and more expensive for each attachment? bleh.

meishan!
why you not working apac hours! =( sobsob.
if not you can accompany me for lunch.

seriously speaking, i'm abit afraid this time.
i'm worried that my supervisor won't like me.
i'm worried that my supervisor is meanie.
i'm worried for me.

last attachment was different. everyone's together. at least we can look out for each other.
maybe i worry too much.

like what daryl says; new environment. new learning place. good experience. just do your part and that shouldn't be a problem.

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suddenly, feel like typing in chinese.

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终于，考完试了。（我还是敖过了这一个礼拜。）
终于，放假了。
终于，在未来的6个月也不用再考试了。

好担心也好害怕investment paper 会fail. （我很不想迟一年毕业哦。）
好担心这一次会考不好。

如果真是这样，终觉得好对不起爸妈哦。
浪费了他们的钱。
辜负了他们对我的期望。

前一阵子还每天三根半夜才到家，不到林晨5-6点还真不会回到家。
想想，真得很不像话。

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回忆

它真的好奇妙。
越想忘了它，但偏偏说什么也忘不掉， 忘不了。
妈妈说，居然忘不了就不要忘。
因为它将会成为你就好的回忆。
让它陪你一起成长。

但我觉得时间会慢慢地冲淡一却。
我会忘记。我想他也吧。

但是，我不否定它真的好棒。
就好像做了个好梦。
让人失去原有的原则。

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来得太突然
说来就来，让人一点准备也没有。

去的比闪电还快
一声不响就走了。

若不是这样，也许就不会哪么难过。
我一直以为我们是有话不说的好朋友。（是有话不说还是无话不说？忘了）
但令方好像不是那么想，才会演变成今天这种局面。
就终成为了一位擦肩而过的陌生人罢了。

但，我还是会把你当成朋友看待。
我会感谢上帝让我遇见你，也会感谢你给予这段短占的快乐。
我想这是我想逃也逃不掉，打死都必定要遇到你，让我成长。
让我看清人丑陋的一面。

再见了，这位擦肩而过的陌生人。=))

Labels: 你放弃了吗?

Saturday, July 26, 2008

thousands and millions of thanks

i have decided that i will never ever waste my time on blogging when i'm unhappy or angry =D


to mark a start, i have millions and billions of thank you to say to 4 people and a group in my life.



first of all...

PENNY QUEK ZI NING!
thank you for being my best buddy for like almost 5 years.
i know that you must have been pretty much immune to my temper and nonsense.
haha!

i really appreciate the time we spent together and you being there for me when i'm at my lowest or sharing my joys with me.

oh ya! and the nightmare that i give you when i was with han wei. wahaha! i bet you felt so like =.="(dah)

last but not least, thank you for always reminding me that i am still an achiever and not an under-achiever.

we are alike in someway.
maybe we do unknowingly influence each other in some ways.
but i felt that i'm beginning to lose myself since after secondary school days.
i being to not understand myself.

but it was you who make me realised who i really am each and every time i fall.
it's like each time when i fall, you pushed me even further, so that i fall even harder and then with your helping hand, give me the strength to balance myself better and stand even stronger.


indeed, it’s easy to make new friends. but hard to find friends that are able to relate so closely to you.


exams are coming....
and you know i'll always freak out during this period.
it’s like i have the before exams personality; i'll become really quiet, moody, sian and shut myself from the outside world (which is currently what i'm feeling now)
and after exams personality; i'll be super-hyper and noisy. waha!


anyway, thank you for listening to me keep saying that i'm the most blissful person in the world
(you know what i'm talking about right? haha!)

i can tell you now so ever confidently...


don't worry, it's not going to happen =)



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CHEN YI TENG!
though i don't know you well.
but somehow i felt that we have known each other like years.

and i really mean it.
i really appreciate it when you are there to listen and console me when i had a quarrel with kenny.
come to think about it, i don't know what i'm angry about too.
to come to the bottom of it, it's all but just a small matter.

i guess in years to come i find it just a joke and have a good laugh over it.

oh ya! really appreciates with you being willing to share your troubles with me.
i hope you do feel better after having sorted it out.


last but not least, we still have not go shopping together yet! =(


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FOO ZHEN YU MARCUS!
you're like the first person i know in my life that has the same surname as me!
mr foo!
i guess our surname is just too special =D
maybe a thousand years back we really were one family.


and probably that's the reasons why i could relate to you so easily.
you're just like my little brother that's why i always like to disturb you.
but of course, i mean no harm.


anyways, thanks for your advice!
jia you for the competition tmr! =D


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DONN CHIEW

you remind me so much like my elder brother; someone whom i'm comfortable with and like to be around but i can only see him like once every year now. sadded.

both of your actions,
both of your facial expressions,
the way both of you talks,
the late nights,
the crazy driving,
the way both of you plays mahjong,
the soccer madness, resembles so much like him.

that sometimes i can't help but to mistook you as him; an elder brother.
waha! which is why i can and am always like a spoiled kid when with you.


the only difference is that my elder brother always left me behind.

yeap!

but anyways...
thank for showing me where all the good foods are hidden.
thanks sending me home everytime. i know petrol is expensive now!
thanks for reminding me that its time for me to learn to be independent.
thanks for helping me in some of my projects.

oh ya!
so sorry for always being so sian.
cause i'm tired and my mind's always seems to be pre-occupied with exams nowadays.

when i'm tired, i will have headache and my head will start spinning, then i can't think when i talk.
so in case i'll start talking rubbish, i'll keep my mouth shut =X


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F7
i do appreciate the time when we spent together.
laugh out hearts out like nobody business.
acting the mentos commercials.
having fun.
no exams. no stress. only holidays and happiness.
i guess only when i with you guys am i able to be myself.
the true me.
no need to watch my attitude. to check my temper.
just being comfortably me.


i do feel contented and in love with my life now =)
maybe not for the exams part.

Labels: thanks folks

Thursday, July 10, 2008

seriously

i'm

confused